I spent the first twenty years being indoctrinated by the empire. Being taught that masculinity was bad even as I was supposed to become a “man”. I was supposed to elevate the women even at the cost of my own self-worth.
What I wanted wasn’t important. I remember having a strong desire to be a soldier and warrior which was hammered out of me by a family who thought such men as dumb, if not murderers. When you’re a dumb kid trying to do the right thing, you get recruited into the social justice indoctrination program.
Social Justice Indoctrination Program
In the social justice indoctrination program you’re told fairytales of how the world works and how as a man you are supposed to act. If you want a woman you be a nice guy. Real men show their feelings. Real men can wear pink and it’s manly to cry once in awhile.
You’re told that being a warrior is outdated. You should be a scholar who becomes a doctor or dentist or lawyer. Acceptance of all people are required. Don’t be a racist and don’t judge. Republicans are going to the ninth circle of hell when they die.
Republicans hate the poor. They are vile and against a woman doing what she wants with her body. Hell, to them women should just stay in the kitchen. They don’t belong in school. They are the enemy.
Peace, love, and intolerance are the principles of this program. We are a one world nation. Everyone is in this human struggle together. Except for the naysayers. Except for the ones who choose to think different.
These people are just as evil as republicans. They are racists, nazis, misogynists, and sexual predators. They’re the enemies of “progress.”
These are the thought criminals.
They probably aren’t any of those bad names, but because their thoughts are not conducive to social justice they have been outlawed by the program. Social justice demands that they pay for being different. Social justice will even go so far as to blacklist these people.
When they are blacklisted, their lives are destroyed. They lose their jobs, custody of their children, and people refuse to serve them.
For my first twenty years, I was indoctrinated by this program. Instead of dong what I wanted, I did what they said was right. I wanted to be good. The side effects of social justice are steep.
Low T, full of soy, soft and pudgy. No strength or courage or force of will. It didn’t take long for the depression and pessimism to set in. Deep down, I wanted to be strong and mighty, but my attention was diverted to going to college and working a garbage job.
How to Take Back Your Life
If you are like me and have been indoctrinated into the empire, the road out isn’t easy. You have to want it. The reason you’re here is because you feel it in your barbarian heart.
The masculine virile is hard to get rid of. They can force feed you soy, convince you that all men are evil dogs, but they will never clear it away completely. Toxic masculine virile is your life blood.
Your DNA is very old. It was made by soldiers, warriors and barbarians. It’s in your blood. All you have to do is accept it back into your heart.
My moment came looking at myself in the mirror, something that most of us do everyday. But that day was different. I wasn’t looking at what I thought I looked like, I was looking at what I was. And damn, I was disgusted.
From that moment on, I was obsessed with undoing all that I had wrought upon myself.
Your biggest obstacle is you. Overcome yourself and you will do all that you desire. The act of overcoming fosters strength and discipline.
My act of self-overcoming came from the gym. It’s easy not to train. All you really got to do is clock into work. Physical training is no longer required. I didn’t have to be there, but I went anyway because I had a goal and I wouldn’t be stopped.
When you get in the weight room and touch the iron, you start to feel it. You start to feel like you’re building something and it’s a liberating. When you crush your goals in the gym, you begin to believe you can crush anything.
Everything becomes an obstacle to be overcome. How high can you climb? How much can you conquer? Self-overcome so that you can overcome mountains!
It’s not enough to overcome whatever comes your way. Strength alone is useless which is why you must also self-command yourself. You have to command yourself forward. Command yourself to destroy, dominate, and conquer your enemies.
Command yourself to move mountains. Nobody wants to put in the work. It’s not fun to suffer, but the barbarian commands it. Like Muhammad Ali said, “suffer now and live the rest of your life as a champion.”
The sheep of the empire can’t even do that. They’re so distracted by the media, they argue amongst themselves, that all the energy they can muster is to climb back into bed and turn on Netflix. In their eyes, none should suffer.
Command yourself to suffer. Be the killer wolf. Do what they won’t and destroy weakness.
Discipline is what separates us from the empire. They choose comfort and security while we choose discomfort and freedom. Such a life can’t be maintained without self-obedience. You have to obey your commands and ethos, even when you don’t want to.
You have to stay true to your nature and maintain your honor.
The sheep don’t care about honor. You don’t need to be faithful or live a worthy life. Life is comfortable, nothing is that important. Peace and love, man.
They will call you crazy. They still tell you that you don’t have to do all of that. But the barbarian keeps his eyes on the prize and you will do the same.
Twenty years gone because of this indoctrination, but now I ooze of toxic masculine virile. How high can I go? What can I conquer?
What can you conquer?
Stretch your arms out, stick your chest out, and breathe the free air. Be a thought criminal. Be a guerrilla fighter. Become a wolf.